Wow the weeks are passing by. Every day feels like eternity and also like it’s one minute long. I mean, it’s about to be May. Whoa. Staying sane and positive through all this is a challenge, but I keep trying to accept that it is just going to be a series of ups and downs. I am forgiving myself for feeling overwhelmed and frustrated, and I am challenging myself to let the small stuff go and enjoy life a little deeper. I admittedly am struggling with the state of my house at the end of each day, but having a toddler at home and working all day (without childcare) means my OCD is just gonna have to cool it- so I am working on that. It’s just not normal life. And won't be for a while.